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I took a shower immediately as I don't want to get late atleast for my exams. I wore the saree he brought for me. Let's see how he will react. Maybe he will say I'm the most beautiful girl he ever saw or maybe he will say you are looking so pretty.
I did skincare. Just then he came inside the room after the workout. I turned to see his reaction but he went to the closet without even looking at me. ADITYA SINGHANIA !!!!!!
"How am I looking ?" I asked as I don't think he's gonna notice. He looked at me for a brief second and nodded. He went inside without saying anything. I stood there like a statue. Is it hard for him to say anything??
I grabbed my bag and went downstairs to the kitchen. I saw Advit , Ansh, kriti , Dhani and maa laughing and talking about something. Did I miss something??
"Good morning" I said and went towards the counter where Dhani was cooking breakfast.
"What were you guys talking about?" I asked.
"About Ansh" Advit said.
Intresting.
"You know when he was young he used to be very silent , so Maa used to pay more attention towards him but as he grew up-" Advit was telling but kriti cut him off.
"He became danaw"
I laughed at her statement.
"How can you insult someone who is older than you" Ansh said.
"Like i just did" Kriti said while patting his cheeks.
"I don't want to talk to someone who is afraid of lizards" Just after this kriti started chasing him around the kitchen.
"Btw bhabhi you are looking pretty in this saree" Dhani said.
"Thank you" I said looking down.
Kriti stood beside me.
"When will someone gift me like this?"
"Who will gift you ?" Ansh asked jokingly.
"My husband" kriti said while gritting her teeth
"Tujhse shaadi kon karega ?-" Ansh started laughing and kriti threw the spoon at him.
(Who will marry you ?)
"Reyansh" Maa said. Ansh and kriti snapped their heads towards her.
"Why are they suddenly fighting ?" Reyansh came and took blessings from Maa.
Ansh and kriti sighed in relief. I also thought the same as them. I guess I am becoming like them.
"You are going to Italy today ?" Maa asked.
"Yess i came to India only for some important work..." Reyansh said.
"Eat before going" Maa took him with her. Maa and her infinite love for others.
I grabbed an apple and went with the driver as I'll get late if I ate anything right now.
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A D I T Y A
The moment I saw her in that black saree, I got turned on. Fuck it- I had to took cold shower because of that.
Anya Singhania you are taking control of mind.
After wearing my clothes , I went downstairs and saw Maa feeding Reyansh. But where is Anya ? I looked around to find her.
I sat at the dinning table.
"When will you come back ?"
"Uhm....not sure bhaiya. I hope I'll join the company which is at Jaipur" Reyansh said.
Yes he has two companies one in Italy and one in Jaipur and he is single son. He has to manage a lot of things by himself.
But where is Anya ?
"Maa ? Where is Anya ?" I asked.
"She went to the hospital, she said she has an exam today"
Oh exam ? She didn't told me why ?
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A N Y A
Finally the exam is over it's already 5pm. Should I go home or to the orphanage??
I walked out of the college while thinking this. Just then I saw Rohan bhaiya standing there. Is he waiting for me ?? I'm soo happy to see him here.
I went towards him and side hugged him.
"How are you Anya ?"
"I'm fine"
"I want to talk about something important"
Important? With me ? Without thinking too much I nodded. We went to a nearby cafe.
We both ordered coffee for us.
"Can you sign this ?" He said while pushing a paper towards me. What's this ? I took the paper and read it. It says i will handle the orphanage to my father. I looked at Rohan bhaiya.
"I won't sign it"
"Because of this thing mom and dad are fighting Anya"
"I still won't sign" I grabbed my bag and stood up
"How much Aditya started loving you that you don't care about us now?"
"Whatever he does atleast he never loved me or used me for any profit" I walked away but I stopped after what he said
"That's the reason why Dad don't want to see you ...if you want this then it's alright. I also won't talk to you"
I clenced my bag tightly. No I won't get weak this time. Just because I want love, people use it as my weakness. I walked out of the cafe without replying anything.
I went inside the college again. I sat at the library. This will calm me down. I started studying for my next exam.
It's already 10 when I reached the mansion. I saw Maa sitting on the couch.
"You are late ?"
"Maa ....the exam went long" I lied. Idk what to say except this.
"Alright come and eat. Dinner is ready."
"Uhm...I'll eat later"
"With Adi ? It's alright go get some rest before he comes back"
I nodded. He isn't at home ? He was coming home early from few days. Maybe he might be busy with some work.
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A D I T Y A
I'm late again. It's already 12. That fucking deal made me overwork. I saw Anya's bodyguard's message that she reached home at 10. Why so late ? She should have told me.
My mood is already fucked up and Anya is making it worse.
I entered the mansion with Advit and Ansh. Maa was waiting for us. But why not Anya ? Is she that busy ? Anyways.
I sat at the dinning table.
"After eating the dinner , go and feed Anya too" Maa said. Anya didn't't ate anything? I thought she might have.
"I'll eat in my room" I took the plate.
"Your mood isn't good. Be good Adi" Maa said. I nodded.
I need to calm down. Hope i won't overreact.
I opened the door and saw her sitting on the couch. While looking outside towards the balcony.
I sat beside her but she didn't even moved. Why ? Is she ignoring me ? But I didn't do anything wrong.
"Anya are you out of your mind ? Why didn't-" She hugged me suddenly. Wait- something Happened? Her bodyguard didn't told me anything.
"What happened?" I tried to sound calm but how can I ? She never tell me anything where's she is going, what will she do.
I heard some sobs and I understood she is crying but why ? Shit is it because of my anger ?
I tried to lift her head but she didn't lifted her head.
"What happened sunshine ?" She didn't replied. I caressed her hair. I should control my anger. You are a fucking jerk Aditya. Why do you overreact. It's my fault.
After the damn whole 10 minutes she looked at me. Her eyes are red. For how long is she crying ?
"Why are you crying ? Is it because of me?" She shook her head. Then who made her cry ? I'll fucking kill them with my hands.
She hugged me again but this time she hugged me by my neck. I took her in my lap. We sat there like this for sometime.
"You can share it" I caressed her back to calm her down.
She pulled away and told me everything. How her parents fight with each other. How her father is soo much greedy. How she doesn't like yelling. Damn her own brother? I can't imagine it.
"Why do they want my orphanage? I really don't like my dad"
I caressed her cheeks.
"You know every kid deserves parents but not every parents deserve a kid"
She again hugged me. I don't like whenever she cries. It likes something inside me breaks too.
"Let's eat something"
"No i don't want to"
"Okay we will eat later"
"No i don't want to" she nuzzled her face in my neck.
"Alright alright we won't eat"
Her breath is hitting my neck. I can't sit like this. I will loose my control. I don't want to do anything when she is sad. It's not like I'm a horny man but something about her always makes me feel like that.
I took her in my arms and went towards the bed. I laid her down and pulled the duvet over her.
As I turned to leave she grabbed my wrist.
"Stay with me"
And I can't say no to my Sunshine. I laid beside her. She turned towards my face. She came close towards me. Our lips are almost touching. I shouldn't move.
"Adi..." She said, her lips are touching mine.
Fuck I can't take it anymore.
I kissed her. I hovered over her and held her wrists and pinned her hands beside her head.
I kissed her like I want to drink every pain from her. I left her one wrist and put my hand inside her blouse.
She is soo soft. I massaged her breast while kissing her.
I was about to open her blouse but I realised she isn't kissing back. I pulled back and saw she is sleeping.
How can someone sleep while kissing ? I'm hella turn on. I licked my lips while gazing at her.
No Aditya. I stood up and pulled the duvet over her.
I need cold shower.
After taking shower. I sat on the couch. I think I should do some work atleast it will push my mind away.
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When I woke up at morning the first thing I saw was Aditya sleeping on the couch. I did something last night ? .
Yesterday-
I shouldn't think about that.
I took shower and got ready. I'll go to the library again to study as I have my upcoming exam. After this I'll get my Mbbs degree.
Aditya woke up by my anklets sound. He looked at me "You woke up ? You should have woke me up too"
"I thought you might be tired" I said while wearing my earings. I took out matching bangles with my saree. Why isn't it going. I was trying to wear it by force. This is making me angry.
Aditya took the bangles from my hands "You shouldn't get angry on non living things" He said while making me wear the bangles and to my surprise it got into my hands.
"Then ? I don't do gym like you" I said
"Then let it out on me Sunshine" He said while caressing my cheeks.
I tried to smile but I'm not feeling like smiling. He hugged me. This is what I needed. A perfect thing to get calm.
"You always got my back Sunshine" Him and his comforting words.
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I was in library studying for my next exam when Siya came.
"I want to talk to you. It's important" She said. Important? Talk to me ?
I went outside to hear what she is saying.
"Anya, ik you will get my words wrong but I am truly sorry about what I said that day"
I didn't replied anything. Why is she suddenly apologising ?
"Listen Anya, just because something happened between us it doesn't mean I don't want you to be safe. I want you to be safe Anya. And for that stay away from Aditya"
"You don't have to tell me what to do"
"This is the reason why you get heartbroken at the end. Aditya isn't that what you are thinking. I hope i can tell you but I want myself to be safe as well. It's depends on you. Pls think about my words. And if you trust my words , divorce him as soon as possible" She held my hands to reassure me. I pulled my hands away.
Why will I trust her ? After what she did , Ik it's a trap. I won't fall in this trap again. I turned to leave.
During whole time I was thinking about what she said. I think I should talk to Aditya.
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As it was midnight, I was waiting for him on couch in hall while watching a show on tv. He entered the house. Without saying anything he went upstairs hurriedly.
I went to the kitchen to take the food. I went upstairs and saw him working on his laptop. How much work will he do ?? Soo busy.
I sat beside him and placed the plate on the table.
"Khana kha lijiye"
"Later" He said coldly.
(Eat the food)
"Acha...when it comes to me then 'I should eat' when it comes to you-"
He took the call as it was ringing.
"You have to" He said in the call while gritting his teeth.
"Aditya, let me feed-"
"Stop it rooh- Anya. Why are you irritating me ? Can't you see I'm busy ?" He said in anger.
Rooh ? Who is she ? He never told me about her.
"Rooh?"
"GO TO BED"
"But-"
"I SAID GO TO BED ANYA." He grabbed his laptop and went out of the room. He didn't shout but it still hurt me.
I went towards bed and curled up in ball. I realised he never talked about his past or anything to me. It was me who always tell him everything. Idk when I slept while crying.
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